Confused - JP (best classic books .TXT) 📗

laughing and carrying on the rest of the day.

~~~~~~8~~~~~~
We finally got back to the house and it was 8 pm. I decided I was gonna hit my old best friend up since I hadn’t talked to him in a while. He of course was sexy as hell but the thing is, he’s a player and he tried to have sex with me and my brother wouldn’t let me talk to him again. Luckily, throughout the years we have been talking and he even moved to Cali a couple weeks ago (so I saw on Facebook). I called him and of course he answered on the first ring.
“Hello” He said on the phone. His voice was deeper.
“Hey Cameron, what’s up?”
“Who this?”
“Lianna”
“Lia, oh shit what’s up ma?”
“Nothing really I just wanted to see what was up with you, I haven’t talked to you in a while”
“Yeah yeah, I’ve been chillin; you know I moved to Cali right?”
“Yeah I heard, so uh, I gotta ask you something”
“Shoot”
“Okay so I have this guy I want to make really jealous and I was wondering if you could help me”
“Aiight, what you want me to do?” I told him everything. I made sure we were gonna be flirtatious the whole time and that it was gonna happen on Saturday.
The rest of the week was going by so slow. I was getting aggravated everyday going to school. Luckily, Chris let me use his Beamer and I was supped. Finally Saturday came and of course everyone was at our house for a BBQ for my brothers’ birthday. Fuchsia was there and kept looking at me. I heard music blasting down the street as we were in the backyard drinking. My cell phone rang and I of course answered it.
“Hello”
“Hey, I’m outside” He said and the music cut off. I ran through the house to the front and saw him swagged out. He had on true religion jeans that were sagging showing off his ralph Lauren boxer briefs, his wife beater with his white t on his shoulder. He had a fresh shape up but his hair was still curly. He had a little facial hair and his body was like a football players. His muscle was crazy and he had an 8-pack, sheesh. He still looked good. I looked at his sneakers and of course he had the orange grey and white Griffey’s and his Rolex on his right wrist.
“Oh my gosh I feel like I haven’t seen you in forever” I said hugging him tightly. He hugged me back and then put his arm around my neck as I led him to the backyard.
“Yo ma, you look good as hell”
“Thank you” I said smiling. My dimples were of course showing. I had to admit we were sexy as hell. I had put my hair up into a bun and flattened my bangs and they were out. I had my silver hoops in and my silver necklace my brother bought me when I was younger. My outfit was cute too, I had my booty shorts on with a white baggy obey shirt and my white flip flops. We walked to the back and I introduced him to everyone. Then we sat in a secluded are and just talked.
“So which one you want to make jealous?”
“Elizer”
“Oh you like him huh?”
“I guess, I gave him the punani and he’s acting like a dick now so you know how that goes”
“Oh true, he must be crazy ignoring you, I mean look, you finally got curves girl”
“Whatever” I knew this nigga was high since his eyes were bloodshot red. Throughout the night he kept hugging me and playing with my ass and my boobs. He almost got me upstairs. I knew Eli was getting jealous but didn’t say anything. We all went inside as it was about to rain and we all decided to watch a movie. Chris got rid of mad people and we turned to HBO. It was Chris, fuchsia, Eli, Tyler, Cameron and I. We sat and watched and Cameron and I cuddled up. I was really feeling him and hell, I walked to fuck him. We all started falling asleep and everything so instead of making Cameron drive home, I let him stay with me. Shockingly, Chris wasn’t even home when I got out of the shower, he went with the guys out and fuchsia went home. So It was me and Cameron in my room and Eli in his.
“So do you think it worked?” Cameron asked lying on my bed with nothing but his boxers on.
“I doubt it, but hey I really don’t care anymore”
“Why not?”
“Well, let me keep it a hundred, I really want to fuck you”
“Oh word?” He said biting his lip
“Yeah, I don’t know ever since I actually did have sex I want it like all the time”
“Hmm, so now you’re ready?”
“Yup”
“Okay, let’s do this then” He said pushing me back on the bed.
“Nah I can’t”
“Ugh, why”
“Because, I like Eli” and as soon as I said that he opened the door to see Eli standing there looking at us. Cameron on top of me playing around. “This is not what it looks like”
“I don’t care, just keep it down okay?” he rolled his eyes and slammed the door shut.
“He’s mad” Cameron said laughing. We sat up and finished watching the movie. Cameron was sound asleep so I decided to go downstairs to get something to drink. As I crept down the stairs, I saw the refrigerator light on. As I came into the kitchen, I saw Eli inside the refrigerator. I hit him in his ass and he quickly stood up. He rolled his eyes at me and went back into the fridge.
“What’s your problem?” I asked sitting on the counter.
“I don’t have a problem” He said pulling out sandwich meat, cheese and then went to grab the bread.
“Then stop doing this to me?”
“Doing what Lianna” He said raising his voice. This nigga want to get loud?
“Acting like an ass, how one day you’re so sweet and nice and gonna take my virginity and then turn around and be a dick to me?” I yelled at him
“Lianna just stop”
“No I’m not gonna stop, What’s your problem huh?”
“Go back upstairs to your boyfriend”
“No tell me, what the fuck is your problem? You still have feelings for Tina or something?”
“Yes” He screamed at me. “I still have feelings for Tina” Tears filled my eyes.
“Oh so all of that flirting, and seduction hell even Saturday didn’t mean anything?”
“Nah it aint even like that”
“Whatever” I ran up the stairs with him calling after me. Fuck it, I aint gonna cry over this nigga, who cries over guys anymore, that is so fucking pathetic. I did let tears drop just because I gave up my Vcard, my virginity to this nigga for nothing!
“You okay?” Cameron asked me as he sat up in the bed.
“Yeah I should be fine” He rubbed my back.
“It’s gonna be aiight Lia” I looked into his hazel eyes and kissed him. Finally, I would be able to fuck this guy. I straddled his semi- hard on and kept grinding onto him as it was getting harder. He couldn’t take it anymore and flipped me onto my back and took my pants and underwear off. Soon, we were making the bed rock and moaning in ecstasy. As soon as he came, we collapsed into the bed. This guy had to be the best. We did it like 3 or four times that night and each time we did it, it just got better. Soon, I fell asleep.

~~~~~~~9~~~~~~~~~~

My life is so fucked up right now. I told Cam that we can be friends with benefits until one of us are taken, then I found out my bestfreind fucked him so now I’m feeling some type of way. Eli went back to Tina and at the end of the day, I’m still the single one in the house. I ran down the stairs this Halloween and saw everyone matching with each other. Chris was superman and Fuca was superwoman. Tyler was matching with his girlfriend Lexus and they were Tom and Jerry. Don and his girlfriend Dominique was fat albert and the girl from the movie I couldn’t remember her name. Tommy was Spiderman and his girlfriend Louise Mary Jane. Eli and Tina was cops and robbers. And I well I was of course a naughty evil killer maid. I mean hey I looked hot but I had fake blood splattered on the dress and a duster with a fake knife at the end. I wore red lipstick with a black outline and put on some eye liner so my red contacts could pop out more. I let my hair out and it was wavy and passed my shoulders. My dress was short put luckily I had on long cotton socks that ended mid-thigh.
“Oh hell no, Lia go upstairs and change!” My brother yelled and everyone turned towards me.
“No I’m not, I want to wear this besides I’m not even going out, I’m staying here to hand out candy and chill” I said sighing as I flumped onto the couch.
“Aiight, everyone lets go” Tyler said and everyone but Fuchsia and Chris.
“Go ahead, wait outside ill catch up to you later” I heard fuchsia say to Chris. The door shut and she sat next to me. “What’s the matter Lia?”
“I’m just upset, I’m single and I have no talking buddies, I feel so left out and like Eli won’t talk to me ugh, I just feel pathetic. I just can’t wait until June so I can leave here” I sighed.
“You know, when you first moved here, Chris couldn’t wait to see you. He left my house as we were gonna get it in but anyway, you know if you leave that’s gonna kill him right?”
“Yeah well” I had nothing to say, I just shrugged my shoulders. “I miss New Jersey”
“Yeah well your brother is gonna miss you and is gonna worry about you…just think and instead of being a boring looser, get up” She pulled me up from the couch “Put a smile on your face and go trick or treating or else each kid on the block is gonna throw eggs at your face” I laughed and grabbed a backpack. Fuchsia and I finally caught up to the group and I of course stayed in the back. We went house to house until everyone else was tired. I wasn’t so I decided to hit up a few more houses and even to drive to my sisters’ neighborhood before it got darker outside.
When I finally got back home, the streets were empty. I went inside the house and saw nobody was home so I went to take a shower and scrape this entire gunk off of my face.

~~~~~~~10~~~~~~


Months passed and soon, I was going to the winter gala where the students were noticed for sports and any good things they did at the school. Of course when I came here I decided to join the tennis team which was hard but fun. Getting ready for the ball was crazy. I decided to wear a black gown with a red wine color silk bow around the waist. The dress of course was strapless and my hair had to be up in a