Confused - JP (best classic books .TXT) 📗

my friend Mel who didn’t give a fuck about how dirty shit was as long as she looked good. I went into the room and saw her dirty clothes all over her side of the room. I rolled my eyes at her looking herself in the mirror. I grabbed my towel and stuff and went to take a shower. When I got back, there was a note on my book.
Some hottie named Eli came over lookin for you, call him
His number was on the sticky note and I put it inside my book. Instead of calling him, I called my brother to tell him how I’m doing in school but his phone was disconnected. I decided to take a nap until I heard a knock on the door. I looked through the peephole and saw Eli.
“Go away!” I yelled as I walked towards the bed.
“Lia, you better open this door right fuckin’ now cause I need to talk to you”
“Or else what Eli?”
“I will kick this fuckin door down, don’t play with me” I rolled my eyes and decided to let him in cause I do know he would kick the door down and I don’t have the money to replace it. He tried to give me a hug but I gave him the cold shoulder as he walked into my room. He sat on the computer chair and faced me as I sat on my bed. “Lia, do you have to tell me something” His eyes looked dark.
“No, I don’t know why you’re even here, you should just go” I said breaking the eye contact but he made me look at him.
“Lia, I know you lost our baby”
“What! Who told you that?”
“Terry, he told me before I left for school; he said you were pregnant after we did it the second time and you decided to get rid of it. He wanted me to check on you to see if you were alright since he couldn’t leave until the summer” tears started rolling down my eyes “Lia, I love you and I don’t care if you lost the baby or not, I will always love you and care for you” He hugged me and kissed my forehead “I have to go Lianna, I have football practice in an hour, I just had to tell you how I felt because honestly, when you left there was an empty void in my heart, hell the void was there even when I was with Tina” He exhaled “Just call me if you wanna talk, goodbye Lia” He shut the door behind him and I just let the tears fall. I put my face into the pillow and screamed to the top of my lungs. Of course Eli is the one to make my happy days turn into sad ones. I can still remember the day I lost the baby:
It was January and of course, my stomach started poking out and I gained weight. I also kept throwing up but didn’t think anything of it instead I kept working out and eating healthy. One day I guess I worked myself out to the limit that I felt a sharp pain and I collapsed on the sidewalk. I was blocks away from the house so I tried to get up and walk but the sharp pain kept coming. I felt something wet between my legs and when I looked down it was blood. I fainted and the next thing I remembered was I was in the hospital. The doctor informed me I was 2 months pregnant and I lost the baby from working out so much. I knew it was Eli’s baby but decided not to tell anybody about it. The only person who knew was Terry and that was because he came to the hospital when I was healthy and helped me come up with a lie to my brother telling him I spend a couple of days at my friends’ house. I told Terry not to tell Eli or anyone else about it but I guess he couldn’t keep that secret.
Ever since I lost the baby I decided to get out more and meet guys that have potential to date me. When we went to that party, I was drunk and I finally had fun for once. When I met Jared I was happy because he was not only intelligent, he was sexy, funny and athletic…my type of guy. But still, Eli kept getting in my way, I wanted to have sex with Jared just to see if I would enjoy it again but here came Elizer messing up my night. I did have feelings for him and hell, I still do but since he told me after we had sex that he still loved his girlfriend Tina, I said fuck him and decided to stay away from him but of course, he followed me to the place I love, New Jersey.
There was a knock at my door and I opened it and saw Eli.
“What are you doing-“He kissed me while hugging me tightly. I kicked the door shut as he kept kissing me all over.
“Lianna I love you” He said breaking the kiss. I was breathing heavily and finally admitted.
“I love you too Eli” He smiled and kissed me again and we fell onto my bed and well, you already know what happened next ;)


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Publication Date: 06-22-2012

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