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Oaths, Vociferations, And The Slamming Of Cab-Doors. The Darkness Was
Decorated By The Pink Of A Silk Skirt, The Crimson Of An Opera-Cloak
Vivid In The Light Of A Carriage-Lamp, With Women's Faces, Necks,
And Hair. The Women Sprang Gaily From Hansoms And Pushed Through The
Swing-Doors. It Was Lubini's Famous Restaurant. Within The Din Was
Deafening.
"What Cheer, 'Ria!
'Ria's On The Job,"
Roared Thirty Throats, All Faultlessly Clothed In The Purest Linen.
They Stood Round A Small Bar, And Two Women And A Boy Endeavoured
To Execute Their Constant Orders For Brandies-And-Sodas. They Were
Shoulder To Shoulder, And Had To Hold Their Liquor Almost In Each
Other's Faces. A Man Whose Hat Had Been Broken Addressed Reproaches
To A Friend, Who Cursed Him For Interrupting His Howling.
Issued From This Saloon A Long Narrow Gallery Set With A Single Line
Of Tables, Now All Occupied By Reproaches To A Friend, Who Cursed Him
For Interrupting His Howling.
Issued From This Saloon A Long Narrow Gallery Set With A Single Line
Of Tables, Now All Occupied By Supping Courtesans And Their Men. An
Odour Of Savouries, Burnt Cheese And Vinegar Met The Nostrils, Also
The Sharp Smell Of A Patchouli-Scented Handkerchief Drawn Quickly
From A Bodice; And A Young Man Protested Energetically Against A Wild
Duck Which Had Been Kept A Few Days Over Its Time. Lubini, Or Lubi,
As He Was Called By His Pals, Signed To The Waiter, And Deciding The
Case In Favour Of The Young Man, He Pulled A Handful Of Silver Out Of
His Pocket And Offered To Toss Three Lords, With Whom He Was
Conversing, For Drinks All Round.
"Feeling Awfully Bad, Dear Boy; Haven't Been What I Could Call Sober
Since Monday. Would You Mind Holding My Liquor For Me? I Must Go And
Speak To That Chappie."
Since John Norton Had Come To Live In London, His Idea Had Been To
Put His Theory Of Life, Which He Had Defined In His Aphorism, "Let
The World Be My Monastery," Into Active Practice. He Did Not
Therefore Refuse To Accompany Mike Fletcher To Restaurants And
Music-Halls, And Was Satisfied So Long As He Was Allowed To
Disassociate And Isolate Himself From The Various Women Who Clustered
About Mike. But This Evening He Viewed The Courtesans With More
Than The Usual Liberalism Of Mind, Had Even Laughed Loudly When One
Fainted And Was Upheld By Anxious Friends, The Most Zealous And The
Most Intimate Of Whom Bathed Her White Tragic Face And Listened In
Alarm To Her Incoherent Murmurings Of "Mike Darling, Oh, Mike!" John
Had Uttered No Word Of Protest Until Dear Old Laura, Who Had Never,
As Mike Said, Behaved Badly To Anybody, And Had Been Loved By
Everybody, Sat Down At Their Table, And The Discussion Turned On Who
Was Likely To Be Bessie's First Sweetheart, Bessie Being Her Youngest
Sister Whom She Was "Bringing Out." Then He Rose From The Table And
Wished Mike Good-Night; But Mike's Liking For John Was Sincere, And
Chapter 1 Pg 2Preferring His Company To Laura's, He Paid The Bill And Followed His
Friend Out Of The Restaurant; And As They Walked Home Together He
Listened To His Grave And Dignified Admonitions, And Though John
Could Not Touch Mike's Conscience, He Always Moved His Sympathies. It
Is The Shallow And The Insincere That Inspire Ridicule And Contempt,
And Even In The Dissipations Of The Temple, Where He Had Come To
Live, He Had Not Failed To Enforce Respect For His Convictions And
Ideals.
In The Temple John Had Made Many Acquaintances And Friends, And About
Him Were Found The Contributors To The _Pilgrim_, A Weekly Newspaper
Devoted To Young Men, Their Doings, Their Amusements, Their
Literature, And Their Art. The Editor And Proprietor Of This Organ
Of Amusement Was Escott. His Editorial Work Was Principally Done In
His Chambers In Temple Gardens, Where He Lived With His Friend, Mike
Fletcher. Of Necessity The Newspaper Drew, Like Gravitation, Art
And Literature, But The Revelling Lords Who Assembled There Were
A Disintegrating Influence, And Made John Norton A Sort Of Second
Centre; And Harding And Thompson And Others Of Various Temperaments
And Talents Found Their Way To Pump Court. Like Cuckoos, Some Men Are
Only Really At Home In The Homes Of Others; Others Are Always Ill At
Ease When Taken Out Of The Surroundings Which They Have Composed To
Their Ideas And Requirements; And John Norton Was Never Really John
Norton Except When, Wrapped In His Long Dressing-Gown And Sitting In
His High Canonical Chair, He Listened To Harding's Paradoxes Or
Thompson's Sententious Utterances. These Artistic Discussions--When
In The Passion Of The Moment, All The Cares Of Life Were Lost And
The Soul Battled In Pure Idea--Were Full Of Attraction And Charm
For John, And He Often Thought He Had Never Been So Happy. And Then
Harding's Eyes Would Brighten, And His Intelligence, Eager As A Wolf
Prowling For Food, Ran To And Fro, Seeking And Sniffing In All John's
Interests And Enthusiasms. He Was At Once Fascinated By The Scheme
For The Pessimistic Poem And Charmed With The Projected Voyage In
Thibet And The Book On The Great Lamas.
One Evening A Discussion Arose As To Whether Goethe Had Stolen From
Schopenhauer, Or Schopenhauer From Goethe, The Comparison Of Man's
Life With The Sun "Which Seems To Set To Our Earthly Eyes, But Which
In Reality Never Sets, But Shines On Unceasingly." The Conversation
Came To A Pause, And Then Harding Said--
"Mike Spoke To Me Of A Pessimistic Poem He Has In Mind; Did He Ever
Speak To You About It, Escott?"
"I Think He Said Something Once, But He Did Not Tell Me What It Was
About. He Can Speak Of Nothing Now But A Nun Whom He Has Persuaded
To Leave Her Convent. I Had Thought Of Having Some Articles Written
About Convents, And We Went To Roehampton. While I Was Talking To My
Cousin, Who Is At School There, He Got Into Conversation With One Of
The Sisters. I Don't Know How He Managed It, But He Has Persuaded Her
To Leave The Convent, And She Is Coming To See Him To-Morrow."
"You Don't Mean To Say," Cried John, "That He Has Persuaded One Of
The Nuns To Leave The Convent And To Come And See Him In Temple
Gardens? Such Things Should Not Be Permitted. The Reverend Mother Or
Some One Is In Fault. That Man Has Been The Ruin Of Hundreds, If Not
In Fact, In Thought. He Brings An Atmosphere Of Sensuality Wherever
He Goes, And All Must Breathe It; Even The Most Virtuous Are
Contaminated. I Have Felt The Pollution Myself. If The Woman Is
Seventy She Will Look Pleased And Coquette If He Notices Her. The
Fascination Is Inexplicable!"
"We All Experience It, And That Is Why We Like Mike," Said Harding.
"I Heard A Lady, And A Woman Whose Thoughts Are Not, I Assure You,
Given To Straying In That Direction, Say That The First Time She Saw
Him She Hated Him, But Soon Felt An Influence Like The Fascination
The Serpent Exercises Over The Bird Stealing Over Her. We Find But
Ourselves In All That We See, Hear, And Feel. The World Is But Our
Idea. All That Women Have Of Goodness, Sweetness, Gentleness, They
Keep For Others. A Woman Would Not Speak To You Of What Is Bad In
Her, But She Would To Mike; Her Sensuality Is The Side Of Her Nature
Chapter 1 Pg 3Which She Shows Him, Be She Messalina Or St. Theresa; The Proportion,
Not The Principle Is Altered. And This Is Why Mike Cannot Believe In
Virtue, And Declares His Incredulity To Be Founded On Experience."
"No Doubt, No Doubt!"
Fresh Brandies-And-Sodas Were Poured Out, Fresh Cigars Were Lighted,
And John Descended The Staircase And Walked With His Friends Into
Pump Court, Where They Met Mike Fletcher.
"What Have You Been Talking About To-Night?" He Asked.
"We Wanted Norton To Read Us The Pessimistic Poem He Is Writing, But
He Says It Is In A Too Unfinished State. I Told Him You Were At Work
On One On The Same Subject. It Is Curious That You Who Differ So
Absolutely On Essentials Should Agree To Sink Your Differences At The
Very Point At Which You Are Most Opposed To Principle And Practice."
After A Pause, Mike Said--
"I Suppose It Was Schopenhauer's Dislike Of Women That First
Attracted You. He Used To Call Women The Short-Legged Race, That Were
Only Admitted Into Society A Hundred And Fifty Years Ago."
"Did He Say That? Oh, How Good, And How True! I Never Could Think
A Female Figure As Beautiful As A Male. A Male Figure Rises To The
Head, And Is A Symbol Of The Intelligence; A Woman's Figure Sinks To
The Inferior Parts Of The Body, And Is Expressive Of Generation."
As He Spoke His Eyes Followed The Line And Balance Of Mike's Neck And
Shoulders, Which Showed At This Moment Upon A Dark Shadow Falling
Obliquely Along An Old Wall. Soft, Violet Eyes In Which Tenderness
Dwelt, And The Strangely Tall And Lithe Figure Was Emphasized By The
Conventional Pose--That Pose Of Arm And Thigh Which The Greeks Never
Wearied Of. Seeing Him, The Mind Turned From The Reserve Of The
Christian World Towards The Frank Enjoyment Of The Pagan; And John's
Solid, Rhythmless Form Was As Symbolic Of Dogma As Mike's Of The
Grace Of Athens.
As He Ascended The Stairs, Having Bidden His Friends Good-Night, John
Thought Of The Unfortunate Nun Whom That Man Had Persuaded To Leave
Her Convent, And He Wondered If He Were Justified In Living In Such
Close Communion Of Thought With Those Whose Lives Were Set In All
Opposition To The Principles On Which He Had Staked His Life's Value.
He Was Thinking And Writing The Same Thoughts As Fletcher. They Were
Swimming In The Same Waters; They Were Living The Same Life.
Disturbed In Mind He Walked Across The Room, His Spectacles
Glimmering On His High Nose, His Dressing-Gown Floating. The
Manuscript Of The Poems Caught His Eyes, And He Turned Over The
Sheets, His Hand Trembling Violently. And If They Were Antagonistic
To The Spirit Of His Teaching, If Not To The Doctrine That The Church
In Her Eternal Wisdom Deemed Healthful And Wise, And Conducive To The
Best Attainable Morality And Heaven? What A Fearful Responsibility
He Was Taking Upon Himself! He Had Learned In Bitter Experience That
He Must Seek Salvation Rather In Elimination Than In Acceptance Of
Responsibilities. But His Poems Were All He Deemed Best In The World.
For A Moment John Stood Face To Face With, And He Looked Into The
Eyes Of, The Church. The Dome Of St. Peter's, A Solitary Pope,
Cardinals, Bishops, And Priests. Oh! Wonderful Symbolization Of Man's
Lust Of Eternal Life!
Must He Renounce All His Beliefs? The Wish So Dear To Him That The
Unspeakable Spectacle Of Life Might Cease For Ever; Must He Give
Thanks For Existence Because It Gave Him A Small Chance Of Gaining
Heaven? Then It Were Well To Bring Others Into The World.... True It
Is That The Church Does Not Advance Into Such Sloughs Of Optimism,
But How Different Is Her
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