ALLURING DREAMS - DEE CARTER (polar express read aloud .TXT) 📗

down still holding my hand,looking at me deep in the eyes he kissed my hand. ”Kirsten what I have to say to you, maybe hard to except, but you must listen to it ok”he looked at me for reassurance” “just get on with it and the whole truth this time,I feel like this whole two years nearly have been a compete lie”
“no Kirsten, these past two years have not been a lie atall they have been the best two years of my life, and I would do them all again because part of those years have been”he paused”to get to fall in love with you all over again”his eyes burned into mine”alexander your not making any sense”he shook his head and then placed his head in his hands.when he spoke again he sounded so sad”along time ago when I was twenty three I sat across the street from a house gazing at a girl sitting in a love seat,on the porch she was singing the most beautiful song,it brought tears to my eyes and I vowed to look after her till the day I died”.”alexander your talking about a girl,what the hell has that got to do with me”I was getting pissed off now,I could feel my leg shaking and my hands twitching, ”that's just it Kirsten it has everything to do with that girl because that girl was you” the pain in his eyes was there within seconds, like a switch ,I so wanted to comfort him but I was frozen to the seat. ”I don't understand what your saying, how could that girl possibly be me”.
Suddenly I felt my body being dragged back through time at an impeccable rate the Flashbacks happened almost instantly, I was sitting on the porch singing, id just got back from church and out the corner of my eyes I saw a very attractive man looking at me from across the street. he looked sad I got up from the porch and walked over to the man. but he ran away at an exceptionally fast speed ”Kirsten……..kirsten!!!!””it was you” I said with sheer shock. ”yes my beautiful Kirsten it was me”. i looked at him in disbelief.”how was that possible,I was but seventeen that day”. ”I know you were. ”another flashback, watching my mother fall to the floor dying,my father next to her already dead.then I saw his face again”you were there the night my parents died,the night of my eighteenth birthday”.
I was crouching on the floor in absolute anger.i wasn't sure how it happened I was instantly in defense mode, my teeth exposed he crouched down in front of me, I was hissing at him warning him to stay away from me,I was close to him I was instantly scared for his life” you better talk now did you kill my parents.”I was almost spitting out the bile exploding in my mouth.i thought about ripping his throat out right there and then ”tell me speak now!!!!.”
“no I did not,I had to stand back and watch it happen knowing there was nothing I could do,do you know how many years ive had to deal with that”the pain was torture to look at ,I turned my head and retracted my teethand his fingers traced over my mouth.”I know what you are Kirsten,I know all about you and I had known about you before I even met you”.his eyes met mine”how,why,when”,I had so many questions but words failed me”the night your parents died your mother touched me and saw into my past,she knew what I was,but her inner voice told me to protect you.she knew that day was coming.the day you saw me across the street wasn't the first day I had watched over you.i watched over you everyday,until that tragic night.id sit on the roof of the porch,watching you sleep.just watching you made me feel some sort of exeptance, some sort of love,a love that grew deeper and deeper for you.i wished I could have told you but I couldn't risk losing what I felt for you.
On the day of your eighteenth birthday I was tricked by someone very evil and I killed him only few hours later to rise again and become a monster,the very monster you saw today and that's my fault but its only partly my fault because he was already a monster before that night.i just made him much more powerful”I stopped”slow down alexander,your babbling”.and then I plucked up the courage”alexander what are you”alook crossed his face one of anguish and fear”I'm a vampire hybrid Kirsten and so are you”I felt like my heart had been ripped out. “But how it’s not possible you have no idea how many times I’ve wanted to feed on you everything about you screams human to me” I said with utter confusion “It’s just a façade Kristen it’s how I made myself come across to you almost like a spell I had to make you feel that way so I could be close to you again I am a hybrid there’s going to be some kind of human attribute about me but I know you have had your doubts about me and I wished sometimes you would have asked because I can’t lie to you I know deep down you feel like we have always belonged with me but we will talk more about this later I need to clean this wound I don’t know how strong he has got but his poison is in my veins right now and its over powering my blood .

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Publication Date: 11-16-2012

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