ALLURING DREAMS - DEE CARTER (polar express read aloud .TXT) 📗

knelt down to your side and held your hand in his and that was the moment me and your father knew he would live a lifetime of never having you for his own because this other man loved you with a passion I have only ever seen once before and that was the day I had met your father , he left you human for as long as he possibly could till one night he had to change you to save your life he came home from the forest oneday to find you had been attacked so badly he knew who did this and so do I but he loved you so much he knew changing you would make you forget who you were with him and the life you were only just accepting without us but he also knew he would have to search the whole world for you so after turning you he put you in a dream state so that when you woke after turning you would have no recollection of where you were or how you got here or who you he cleverly left you instruction in your mind of what you needed to do to make another life for yourself as far away from here as possible he left enough money also to live very comfortably and contacts of people he put in your mind in thoughts of friend not foe he did everything he could with also the smallest hope that someone oneday will be your true love and this gave him the hope that he would have to search the world for you to make you his again and this made the pain a little easier for him but also because knowing if he didn’t save you he would never see you in this life again or next and it was a chance he wasn’t willing to take so after it was done he left you wrapped up warm and headed for the forest to the arms of his mother I have no control over t for you but as it all becomes clearer for you can stop this I know you can once you remember you were once extremely powerful and you need to be "."stop who stop what stay away from who.....Who mother " was my reply my legs were going weak this was all too surreal for even me "Alexandra and Sheridan" her answer threw me into panic what did alexander have to do with my death, the room was fading and I began to see fragments of my flat returning to focus again but before I left she had one last thing to say "Find out as much of your ancestors history and use your powers to find out what’s going on its the only way please Kristen before it’s too late for you and your brother .
I woke up sweaty and shaken I have a brother.!!!
CHAPTER TWO……

THE YEAR WAS 2011, ON A THURSDAY. THE PLACE MY HOUSE, WELL MY VERANDER TO BE PRECISE. THE CITY WAS LONDON ......it was 8pm, the sky was clear and not a star in sight. The sky seemed like it could go on forever, it was so pure with the slightest wisps of clouds still lingering from the day i had missed. I had spent the day talking to the love of my life, when we spoke it felt like a minutes when really it was hours, I could never bore of our conversation or his voice. We spoke about our day; he was telling me he had family coming from Italy next week and how he would love me to meet them. I was a little apprehensive when i spoke, but i told him i would love too, i then went on to say i would have to stay at your house for the weekend ,he got so excited and told me he wouldn’t have it any other way which made me feel so good inside. I felt so wanted by him it was so hard to remember i had ever spent my life alone; he just seemed to erase that part the day we met, and to be honest i didn’t really mind losing the feeling. I hated that part of my life, i hated the feeling of an empty house, empty streets, empty bed, and an empty heart, i know my heart was dead a long time ago but there was still a longing of wanting to feel it beat one more time, because before he came along i was all alone, never leaving my house till dark and always returning before sunrise i was completely all alone. I had spent my days so scared of human contact and the fear of wanting nothing more than to rip open there jugular and feed till frenzy came over me and the feeling of not being able to stop till they were dead. Before i had learnt to control my thirst and the desire for human blood i was repulsive, i wouldn’t stop, i couldn’t stop, i just wanted to kill every day. It became an obsession and i was good at it. It controlled my every thought, my every movement and even my life, the thrill it gave me was beyond this world, the feeling was immense that was until Doc took me under his wing. He had spent his human life as a psychologist, caring for the mentally ill patients at the local mental institute. Till one night in June, he was on call and his life as a human came to an end. He then spent the other 465 years of his life taking in sick and confused vampires, making them cling to every human cell they had left making them remember the good sides and their emotions and the way they use to love and the way they wanted to be loved. He also began managing our fury’s till he knew we could manage them ourselves and even when he was done with us and we were safe for the human society, he was only ever a phone call away. He had helped me so much more than any of the others, something felt wrong about this and i have asked him why but he just tells me I’m imagining things but I know something isn’t right about this feeling i have i just can’t put my finger on it but all i knew was this over whelming feeling deep inside that I owed him my life something told me this everyday maybe it was my guilty conscious or my sub conscious i couldn’t tell but i felt a connection to him a kind of gratitude and i knew thanks to him i would never be like that again , not now, not ever i was more in control than i had ever been and i was now living a full and happy life with the humans every day and I was soooooo happy again. If i had never learnt to control the vampire in me I would never have met him my reason for living my soul mate, his existence, his life, his soul, was the most important thing to me, before I became a vampire i had loved people so deeply i felt what they felt, feared what they feared and i loved feeling so emotionally tuned with them. I did this every day of my life but there it was again this mental block not knowing what I did as a human but I just knew it was to do with the human civilisation and my connection with them but all I knew from what I know .It was the best feeling ever. I knew i had to keep that part of me alive, i had to. I could never hurt a person again, I could never go from loving people so deeply to killing them again it would kill me inside and a lifetime is a long time to feel hurt and regret. So i chose to stay away from civilisation for their own protection and my sanity, but i longed for love and i hated being so lonely and i never wanted to feel that again. We then spoke of his nana; she was so frail she was diagnosed with cancer just before we met. she was doing so well but i could hear the emotions in his voice i tried to make him feel better by telling him i burnt toast today, how stupid it sounded, but he still laughed, then he said" oh wow babe, how time flies, I’m just going to have a shower and I’ll be right over" " sure see u soon" i said. “ok till then stay safe" he replied. I put down the receiver, damn had the day gone by so quickly. i couldn’t believe it i was so lost in our conversation and then it was time to see his beautiful smile and his longing eyes and arms that were made for me. I fitted so nicely in those arms; it was as if god created a fitting jigsaw piece in the shape of his muscular Adonis arms to fit round my curvy body. I knew over the years we would probably find many more pieces that would fit nicely around us to create our lifelong jigsaw puzzle together ........my thoughts then trailed down a more intimate path I started to remember other details like they were so fresh in my mind like his scent mmmmmmm he smelt of a summers day in the forest. The woody musk scent combined with dove soap and his hair was the smell of lemon and lime head and shoulders, all topped off with the pungent smell of the most expensive aftershaves i had ever smelt .He took such great care of himself. Every day he smelt of a new one but he already smelt divine without it, he made me wannaaaaaaaa ..... hearing the phone ring again i jumped suddenly feeling grateful for the interruption to my train of thoughts, before i even picked up the phone i knew who it was , i picked up the receiver and spoke...." hello" a familiar voice was on the other end...." Kristen its Doc here, you’re running low on supplies sweetheart. When are you going to come by and pick up? also i would like to have a chat with you” I answered with caution ...." yeah doc ill pop by your house tomorrow evening say 9.30 pm, what do u want to talk to me about" ........" err just come by at that time and we will chat then, its nothing for you to worry about" ........" oh ok, yes I’ll see you then doc”.....without waiting for a bye I put down the receiver. i looked back up to the sky and there they were still the wisps of the clouds carefully separating into a thousand specks melting into the darkness above , just then the door knocked twice it was our secret knock so i knew it was him, but i could already smell him coming up the pathway. i quickly checked in the mirror grooming my hair quickly tucking my curls behind my ears and one continuous ringlet falling gently onto my cheek i touched up my lip gloss too and ran to open the door, there he stood in all his glory an inch or two away from me out of sheer impulse i jumped into his arms wrapping my legs tightly