ALLURING DREAMS - DEE CARTER (polar express read aloud .TXT) 📗

raced him to the kitchen and headed straight for the fridge, opening up the double doors I took out the juice “ what you want to eat baby “ I said whilst looking deep in the fridge “ hmmm apart from you I think I’ll just have cereal and juice today baby I'm not that hungry to be honest “ he was behind me within seconds grabbing the cereal of the top of the fridge and next thing his hand skimmed across mine to grab the milk as he pulled away he kissed my shoulder I grabbed his face and gently kissed his forehead before looking in his eyes and then sassily pushed him away go sit yourself down I’ll get the rest he smiled and walked sexily over to the table mm mm I could watch him all day ahhhhh shhhhh I said trying to distract myself I grabbed two bowls ,two glasses and two spoons and I tiptoed over to the table and there he was sitting head of the table as I went to take my place next to him he stood and holding out the chair and I slipped easily in he then put a napkin on my lap he really was a true gentleman so old fashioned but very romantic.
He poured my cereal and juice and then just as I went to grab the milk he looked at me and I put my hands back under the table he smiled then took the milk and even poured on the exact amount I like on my cereal o... m... g he was so perfect at that moment I realised I had forgotten the sugar as if he read my mind alexander stood and walked to the kitchen “I’ll get it baby “ and picking up the sugar he walked back and sat down “how do you do that “ I said “ do what “ “ do that it’s like you read my mind “ I replied “no baby I just saw you forgot the sugar that's all now eat your cereal I know you hate it when it gets soggy “ we sat eating and giggling over the mornings passion and looking deep into each other’s eyes I sank deeper and deeper in love with him when we had finished he got up and took the empty dishes etc. to the sink and began washing them up whistling as he did I sat gazing out the window it was such a nice day outside, and I did have a beautiful view but nothing quite like the views from my new York home or even my home in Rome or Switzerland for that matter I longed to back there someday but I knew right now I couldn't I didn't want to raise any suspicion but how I longed to feel the luxury I was once accustomed too I had to just get use to this beautiful home in London for now anyway and it was beautiful but it was so closed in and cluttered but since I met alexander I’ve lived a life of simplicity but I did miss the luxurious way of living but I chose to live normality for the hope it might make me feel somewhat normal ahhhh who was I kidding I wasn't made for this type of living I lived everyday hoping one day it could all change but I wasn't going to hold my breath “are you listening do you want coffee Kristen” oh shit sorry babe I was daydreaming again” “yes I kind of gathered after asking the same question about 8 times” he said with a grin on his face “oh wow that many yes please id love a coffee” I said with a flushed face I place my face in my hands watching him go about my kitchen so swiftly and elegantly like he’s lived here his whole life maybe that's it maybe I should ask him to move in with me .
I plucked up the courage and tried to keep a natural tone before speaking “you know I could get quite use to this and tie you to the kitchen sink and never let you leave this house” he laughed “Kristen are you trying to say you want me to move in with you you only have to ask you know you don't have to go all bdsm on me “he threw his head back in a fit of laughter “I was trying to ask in a fun way so as not to panic you .
“Kristen Kristen what am I going to do with you nothing you will ever say will panic me you have to believe that you were made for me and I was made for you.”
“I’m glad you find me so funny” I said in defence “no not funny just amusing sometimes” “ok would you like to move in with me alexander there is that better” “yes Kristen that's much better and yes I would love to move in with you but let’s just get this visit over with first “ oh shit I had totally forgot about that I thought to myself that's another thing I got to worry about “I had forgotten about it” he said quickly “but its next Friday its come around so fast I just don't want you having the worry of it all here so as soon as they have left again I will sell my house and move in here”. “I have to wait till you have sold it first” I said “ no baby the second they leave I will be moving my stuff in here he laughed I just meant I would have to sell my place you haven’t got to wait till that's done you can be silly sometimes “ “oh thank god for that I just can’t imagine waking up without you and the times I do I'm so sad I just thought it would be easier I want to commit a lifetime to you and I can’t do that with us living in two different properties does that make any sense “ I asked with a look of frustration across my face
He walked over to me cupping my face in his hands kissing me gently he looked deep in my eyes “yes baby it makes perfect sense I feel the same way and I'm glad you asked me. I can’t imagine my life without you Kristen and I can’t imagine not waking up to you for the rest of my life either I'm so glad you asked me this is what I’ve always wanted from the moment I set my eyes on you in that café I imagined a house a cat and kids and you and me sat in a love seat old and grey “ tears came to my eyes for many of these I couldn't fulfil but I would try my hardest to make the others happen he stood in front of me looking so vulnerable for some reason he kissed my lips again and turned for the coats “ come lets go out and buy some moving in present’s for us he spoke with so much excitement it was hard to ever turn him down “ sure I said next minute he’s behind me placing my jacket over my shoulders as I slid my arms in the coat he was around the front zipping me up and kissing my forehead he too put on his coat and grabbed my hand and we walked out the door as we opened the front door I was instantly thrown back by the brightness it had been over a month since id had any humans blood and it suddenly dawned on me id left it a little long this time because I became weakened by the sun I dug around in my handbag for my sunglasses “ here borrow mine baby” thanks I said I don't know where mine are “ I don't want you getting another migraine” he was so thoughtful as we got nearer town the hurling and bustling of noise and people walking up and down the streets became a rather annoying distraction cars and buses and lorry’s packed down the busy streets and the heady smell of human blood filled my lungs at great speed oh no why does this feel so much harder this time alexander tightened his arm round my waist bringing me n closer on a leash almost it was as if he could sense my apprehension or my sudden fear
“I can’t be too long in town “ came my shaken voice “I know baby its fine only a few shops this time “ his grip loosened a little at my now relaxing state but deep in my mind I was kicking myself how could I have been so stupid how could I get myself so vulnerable I can’t leave it this long next time I looked through the faces of people walking past seeing their emotions running across their faces no I can never leave it that long again I could never hurt anyone not again and I snuggled my head into alexander’s shoulder and became at ease again . I looked up at him to see a very anxious worried look how does he sense my pain and not tell me what does he know of me if anything at all what’s with the way he manages my emotions at just the right time we were so compatible it was nerve wrecking sometimes.
We had arrived at a furniture shop and alexander looked at me and winked and diverted me inside once inside I slipped my shades on top of my head I suddenly took in a deep breath and sighed “ what’s wrong he said “ mm mm it smells so good in here and it was true it smelt of furniture polish and lemons I love the smell of citrus fruits I breathed in taking a big lungful and then again and again it was quite refreshing it did well to hide the aroma of blood because this shop was heaving with it the shop was packed.
“ here baby what do you think of this bed” alexander was pointing to a bed looking very excited he looked so young and youthful like this, it made me look and awe at him I looked at it with gawping eyes then had to look again I think my expression told him I liked it a lot the first thing I noticed was the cream see thru curtains tied to the four large solid oak posts surrounding the bed the wood was black in colour and it was the most exquisite 4 poster bed I had ever seen it kind of of remind me of the one I have in my new York home except for the colour
“ I love it its exquisite “ I said quietly “ yes I was thinking the same exact thing its really something isn’t it I was thinking of buying it for my home but seen as I'm moving into yours I was thinking we could buy it for your home. “ alexander it’s not my home now it’s our home” oh yeah our home I like the sound of that” he blushed as he said it I looked at the price wooooow that's some price babe its £3700 he looked at me as though it didn't even register “yeah that's pretty cheap for this quality I think “ “ well yeah I suppose it is very nice” “ ok good now if I can find someone” looking around the shop he darted off to a sales assistant that was standing idly on his own almost dragging him back to where I was stood.
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