finish this I’ll tell you what you’ve taught me: I’ve learned what I want in someone. Before, I was always insecure as to what I was looking for. But, after spending so many things with you, I’ve come to the discovery of all the aspects I was looking for in a guy. I want someone patient, understanding, and who doesn’t just walk away when things get too complicated. I want the security that I deserve and someone who looks me in the eyes when we are discussing an uncomfortable topic for both of us. It is hard to talk about certain things, but if you truly like someone and you want to be with that person, I think it is only fair that in that relationship it is 50/50. You did all the right things, had the sweetest attitude, you were a gentleman, and supportive. But, you made just a few simple mistakes. You seemed to not comprehend that I needed some time to figure things out and that you always ignored me when I tried to talk about us—but not about the pretty things. We had good times, though we had some issues to solve and sort out, yet you’ve decided to ignore most of the text messages that were explaining my point of view. Maybe you’ve read them, but you thought they weren’t worth replying to. In fact, you’ve told me that, which hurt pretty bad, but I tried not to hold any grudges. I specifically remember telling you that you didn’t reply and you said: “Sorry about that, I just thought it was not worth keeping up with that”. But, I guess I get it, perhaps I wasn’t the girl you were looking for after all, and maybe you weren’t the guy for me.
It is sad though, I always believed we would’ve been a good couple. But, we didn’t have good communication and I think that’s where we started going downhill—when we stopped communicating with each other about what was going through our heads when it came to this almost relationship.
I know I have to move on because it is the healthy and right thing to do. Besides, it seems like you did, so good for you.
With love, Belén.
Imprint
Text: @MBDP98
Images: Pinterest
Cover: Belén Domínguez
Editing: Belén Domínguez
Publication Date: 05-07-2021
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Dedication:
I will dedicate this book to the boys mentioned in it. Why? Because thanks to them, I learned more about myself than I thought I would. One can suffer, but with all these experiences you learn how to move on and let go. So, thank you.
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