What's hidden within me - Ameera Butt (best ereader for epub txt) 📗

Faith, it wasn’t just friendship. Back then honestly I didn't know what it was.” I tell Faith knowing in mind exactly what it was.
“Well you better continue you’ve only got fifty minutes left of your session.” Faith reminds me as I continue.

The day went passed so easily and fast as when the evening appeared I knew it was my turn to shine. As I had already mentioned I was that crazy girl, risky girl, the party freak. I couldn't miss any moment of my holiday focusing on how annoying I was. I knew they were all missing me. Even somewhere in Lionel’s mind he was missing me as well. They were just testing how long the not talking thing would last. My friends and I had a very strong bond. Kat and me are very close sisters, she was someone who could understand me and just know everything. Katherine was amazing. But no one really could take Mass’s place. Growing up with Mass and Max we had become so close that even if we argued we couldn't stay angry for such a long time. I knew eventually either I would go and start talking to them or they would come to me.

“Wait sorry Lilly but can you describe your friendship. What is it really that keep you lot together? What is your actual thought about it? What is this bond?” Faith rushes me into present and asks. I was at first very peculiar about why she would want to know that. But then again I was with my therapist.
“You know what’s funny Faith? They asked me the same question once.” I laugh and tell her.
“Really and what did you reply saying back to them?”
“I believe in us that's for sure. Our friendship will grow more and more. Through the time I've known you, you have made everyday moment memorable. I cant stop thanking you it just has to be understandable. Even if I tried to drift away from you it’s just impossible. Because distance from us isn't possible. My life without you would actually suck. You being in my life is my luck.”

I look up at Faith as a tear drops out of her eye. I grab a tissue from her desk and pass it on to her.
“How can you love them so much?” She questions me, her voice half cutting.
“Magic” I reply sounding half-serious half-joking.
“Only if everyone could do those kind of magic Lilly. Anyways continue your story.”

I hurried changing into nice fancy clothes not actually caring about my shoes. Thing was I would love wearing all nice fancy clothes but when it came to shoes I just wanted something simple. I hated heels! This was due to the fact that in high heels I wouldn't be able to move around easily and do all those crazy things I use to do. For example, getting drunk and being chased by a total random person. How could I possibly run in heels? Last time I tried I remember myself in bed the next day with a broken ankle. I wouldn't ever go down that side again!

After getting ready and wearing comfortable shoes I grabbed onto my phone and keys and rushed down to what they called a nightclub. The horror of seeing what was there was just so much to take in that moment. What I had entered into was definitely not a nightclub. It was in fact nothing! What was this hotel thinking when making this outrageous thing! Very dim light, in fact light that was hardly shown! Smoke everywhere, I could’ve roasted in there. Staff so poor and service so rubbish. I had to wait fifteen minutes for my first drink. This was just so pathetic! In a silly depression of where I was and not knowing where on earth the others were I sat at the bar drinking a few shots. One went down, following by two, three, and four. Seven followed by eight, nine and finally ten. I officially had no control on what I was doing until I met someone. Someone who interested me in such a weird way.

“Calm down there, you’ll finish the whole bar in that drinking speed!” A voiced demanded from the side of me. I looked to my right side as a boy and a girl sat there looking at me trying to hold onto my balance whilst sitting on the tall black stool.
“Pardon?” I asked not sure if the person was talking to me or the girl next to him.
“The drinking, calm down with it. You’ve had about ten shots.” The boy called out still sitting next to a girl.
“Ten, really?” I asked in shock now not even knowing where I was.
“My names Shern. Shern Smith.” He introduced himself as the girl next to him started walking off somewhere. I assumed she was leaving to go somewhere else.
“Lillian Marwick, but you my friend can call me Lilly.” I laughed and told him.
“Lilly, that’s a cool name there.”
“I know right!”
“Hey Lilly, are you ok?”
“Why wouldn’t I be?”
“Well, you've had about ten strong shots and you are here alone.”
“My friends are here somewhere. I don't know where but here. Am I making any sense to you Sh-sh? Wait what did you say your name was? Sting, String, sherp what?”
“Shern, but you can call me Sherry. Everyone likes to call me that instead of Shern.”
“Sherry, I see. Like the drink.”
“Yes indeed. Do you want some help getting back to your room or something?” He asked politely and seeming caring.
“NO Sherry! I need to make a big complaint! I very BIG complaint!”
Sherry nodded his head and chuckled then asked “and what is this complaint about?”
“Look how terrible this place looks! This is the worse place ever! It’s ruining this hotel and it is so dead!” I established all the bad things to him as he sat there for about twenty minutes listening to all the rubbish I was blabbing out being more drunk than ever.
“Ah I totally understand what you are saying. We should go and complain!” He spoke out laughing when speaking knowing how hilarious this was going to be.

We walked out of the horrific place and walked towards the reception. I was kind of hoping that young male receptionist was there. The one that greeted me in the morning but my hopes were just failing from the moment I had landed. As we reached to the reception Sherry pulled me ahead and stood me up straight and waited for me to say something as the receptionist looked at me having a really weird and expressionless face. There stood a old yet seeming very grumpy man who had a pretty much fake smile across his face and his hair was half burnt off I'm assuming. Since I was so drunk I actually don’t know what I was looking at for all I know it could’ve been some random lamppost or something.

“Sir, I have a complaint to make.” I exploded saying not knowing what I was actually going to say. Whilst I started speaking with that opening sentence Sherry stood behind me trying to control his laugh as well as trying to act very serious as I then continued speaking. “You call that a nightclub?”
“Madam, I'm confused on what the problem is here.” The old man spoke out seeming very confused.
“The filthy club you have. The bar, the roasting area. Whatever that is, it is horrendous!”
“But madam...”
“Don’t but me young man” I stopped for a second and thought about what I just said. Did I just call an old man a young man? I quickly froze out of my thought and try to correct myself making it worse. “I mean old man, young old man. I mean MAN!” I took a step back as I saw the man being very angry at what I ha said. I could assume that he would slap me if he got the moment to do that. I took a deep breath and stepped back.
“You have this! You’re doing it right. Keep going Lillian.” Sherry encouraged me knowing how bad I'm doing in that moment.
“Sherry I think he wants to slap me or something. Just look at his face. It’s redder than a tomato!” I spoke out to Sherry not knowing that what I thought was whispering was in fact just me normally talking. The man looked at me in such anger and Sherry started pushing me away and taking me out to cool down.

“Hey Sherry why are we out here? I still have so many complaints to make!” I questioned him in a worry.
“Well I think you’ve done enough for the day Lilly.” Sherry told me whilst doing a little giggle.
“I did? Anyways I want to sleep now I guess I’ll go back to my room. Nice meeting you Shern.”
“Ah, that’s probably a good idea. Nice to meet you too Lillian.”
I slowly started walking backwards not knowing where I was walking as I was trying to say bye to Sherry “Goodbye my dear friend, I shall see you an...” Loosing my pathetic balance I fell right down the pool that I hadn't noticed was there as I splashed around not knowing what just happened. Sherry rushed to the side of the pool to see if I was ok as I came upwards and gasp for air. He looked at me in such a fret to see if I was harmed as I laughed and yelled out to him “I’m ok Sherry and I’m alive!” He laughed at my stupidity and gave his hand out to me helping me get out of the pool. I started shaking myself like a little kid side to side to get half the water out of me and dry up a little because I was soaked up. I finally said my goodbyes and went straight to my room falling down onto my bed still being so wet. Not giving a thought about anything. I fell asleep and hoped for a better morning tomorrow.

Life is given in such strange ways. Do you remember when you were little and you were raised? Then it came to a point where you had too much to face. Life continued going ahead like a race. You don't know what happened and how, but you start to realise what you want to do, you do it now. Your life is full of memories that can’t leave. Good ones to make that’s something to achieve. You never know when life will end, so be happy in life and don’t always try to pretend! Chapter Four

“So let me sum all this up. You decide to go on a vacation with your friends and your sister. You meet a guy name Lionel on the plane and he tags along with you. Coming out of the airport you get stuck in traffic and Lionel becomes the bad guy in your mind. You don't spend the first