The Boy Has Love - Breana (i can read with my eyes shut txt) 📗

where I fixed my scene hair and made it look better. I wiped off the little bit of smeared eye liner and mascara I had, and checked my teeth to make sure they were white.
I, also, smiled in the mirror, and decided if I should smile with my teeth, or my mouth closed? After a moment of thinking, I fixed my snake bites, and walked out of the bathroom.
"Let's go back now,"Zane said walking back down the hall way.
I followed him, and as we entered the hang out room, 99% of the people were dancing. It was intersting to see girls dancing all slutty and the guys trying to make them stop because of how wrong that is.
The strobe lights blinded me it seemed like, and it was very hot in the room.
"Wanna go outside where it's cooler?"Zane asked almost yelling because the music was so loud.
"Sure,"I answered.
We walked passed the dancing people and through the first doors, passed the counter Zack was sitting at, and outside.
It was so much cooler outside. It felt so good too.
"This is better,"Zane told me sitting on the curb in front of the youth group.
I smiled, and sat next to him on the curb.
"We have a lot better view out here, then inside. I don't think we wanna watch people dance, now do we?"Zane asked looking at me with a little smile.
I smiled back with a giggle,"yeah, I don't wanna watch."
Zane nodded his head a couple times in agreement, and looked at the mountains and stars miles away. That's right! Our view was mountains, the sun setting, and stars.
It was beautiful.

I placed my palms on the concrete ground behind me, and leaned back. Zane looked back at me and smiled,"so, are we friends?" He asked.
I nodded my head yes,"yeah, why?"
Zane shrugged his shoulders,"I don't know, just curious."
I smiled, and looked out at the mountains.
"Are you coming here again tomorrow?"Zane asked.
"Yes, well...maybe, why?"I asked while studdering.
"I don't know, so I can hang out with someone other than my friends in there. Plus, I don't want the chicks in there rubbing up against me anymore...It gets old and annoying,"Zane said kind of laughing looking back at me.
I smiled and looked down at my legs and back up at Zane.
"Oh my god, that was hilarious!"Misty hollered walking outside with Zack.
His arm was around her, and they seemed drunk. I don't think they were though...
"You should've seen her, Misty fell off a table while she was dancing and singing! It was so funny,"Zack told Zane and I while walking towards his car.
"Um, where are you going?"I asked Misty while she was about to get in the passenger seat of Zack's car.
"Oh, here's my keys to the car, I'll see you tomorrow, alright? I'm going home with Zack,"she said throwing the keys to me while getting in his car.
My heart began to race, and the way Zack looked at me, was creepy. He had a little smirk on his face, and it looked like he was going to make Misty do something she doesn't want to do.
"Alright, bye?"I said acting like I thought nothing was going to happen.
Zane and I watched as Zack and Misty drove off in the distance. I got worried very quickly, and just knew something was going to happen with her.
"Well, you wanna go back in for the last hour?"Zane asked after minutes of silence.
"Sure,"I said getting up from the curb.
Zane did the same and we headed back inside the youth group thing.
When we walked in, a kind of slow song was playing, and people were still dirty dancing, or slow dancing together.
"We'll sit down,"Zane told me.
So, we walked to the red couches and took a seat next to a couple who were cuddling and flirting.
It was awkward because Zane and I barely talked. I had no clue what to say or ask...
"So, are we gonna hang out a lot this summer?"Zane asked trying to speak over the music.
"Yes, of course,"I said.
"Are you going to the fair that's coming up?"He asked.
I nodded my head and looked at Zane who was already looking at me,"are you?"
"Yes ma'am,"he smiled with a little laugh.

Towards the end of the night, the person who was in charge of the music told us it was time to get ready to leave.
So before everyone left, Zane and I quickly made it through the doors.
"Well, I guess I'll see ya' tomorrow?"Asked Zane.
"Yep,"I responded with a smile.
"Do you have a cell phone so I can text you?"Zane questioned pulling a phone out from his pocket.
"Yes..."I gave him my number, and he dialed it in his phone, and saved it.
"So see you tomorrow,"he said.
"Yep,"I said awkwardly.
We stood in the same spots for a couple moments, then finally he asked for a hug. So we hugged, and I went to Misty's car and drove home.
On my way home, all I thought about was Misty. I was so worried something could be happening with her at this moment, and I didn't know.
But one thing I know for sure is, tomorrow she will tell me everything that happened tonight.

Once I got home, I looked directly at the bright clock on the wall to see it was 11:30pm.
I slowly and quietly closed the front door, and walked to the kitchen and turned the light on.
I looked through the fridge to see if there was anything I could snack on.
"Dude, stop,"someone whispered.
I turned around to see John and Brian frozen in the door way in suprise,"hi?"I said looking back in the fridge.
"Hello, why are you home so late?And why's Misty's car in the driveway?"Brian asked walking to the island where he could sit in a stool.
I shrugged my shoulders, and closed the refridgerators door.
I stood in front of Brian on the other side of the island,"why are you guys in the kitchen?"I asked.
Brian looked at John, and at me,"um, well, because we um heard a noise, and saw a light come from downstairs, so uh, we decided to check it out,"Brian said.
I scrunched my eyebrows together, and kind of shook my head,"alright then."
John sat next to Brian, and tapped his finger tips on the islands granet counter top.
"John's just a little nervous,"Brian said elbowing him in the arm.
John looked up at me, and didn't say anything. I looked back at him, and he looked down at the island counter.
It was silent in the kitchen, and I wanted to say something, but I didn't. Instead, I hopped on the counter and sat there...waiting for someone to say something.
"I'll let you two alone,"Brian told us getting up from the stool and walking out of the kitchen closing the siding door.
John didn't look up at me,"well, what's wrong?"I asked.
He shrugged his shoulders and leaned back in his stool and he finally looked up at me,"I wanna ask you a question, but I need you to tell me the truth."
"Alright,"I nodded my head in agrement.
"Do you even like me,"he asked.
I looked down a my lap, where my hands were rested in between my knees. I thought for a moment, wondering if I should say yes or no,"John..."I paused,"I do, but I don't know if we should go out 'cause-"
"You just got through with a horrible break up, but I won't be like him, I promise!"John got up from his stool, and walked over by me,"I like you a lot, and if we go out, I'll be the best man ever. And I swear I'll never hurt you."
I looked at John, and got off the counter to actually face him,"I wasn't going to-"
John kissed me, so I couldn't say the rest. His lips were soft, and honestly he was a good kisser.
He backed away after a moment,"I promise you Raven, I won't be like other guys."
I closed my eyes, and didn't know what to do,"can I sleep on this? I'm really tired, and I needa' think about this, good night."I started walking but he grabbed my arm softly.
"Night,"he said with a smile and a kiss on the cheek.
I smiled back and opened the sliding door to see Brian standing in front of a window near by,"You can go in there now."
He turned around and didn't say anything and walked quickly into the kitchen where John was.


The next morning, I woke up from the sounds of John and Brian laughing and hollering from downstairs. I figured they were playing the XBOX360.
I took a deep breath, and began thinking about last night in the kitchen. I was nervous about going downstairs. But the one thing I was nervous and terrified about was if mom finds out, she's never going to have John come over again.
Minutes passed and I looked over at my phone. I grabbed it and unlocked the keypad to see I have 2 New Messages.
The first one was from Misty

Hey(: can u spend the nite with meh tonight???My parents said its alright and i needa tell you wat happened last nite. so text/call meh asap!!!
I didn't bother to reply and thought I will call her in a few.
I then looked at the other message.

Heyy, its Zane. Um, text me back to let me know if this is Raven. ok?

I replied saying it was me, and exited out the messages so I could call Misty.
"Hello,"she answered.
"Hi, um I have to ask my mom later if I could stay the night, alright?"I said.
"Okay, when you get here I need to tell you what happened."
"Why not tell me right now?"I asked.
"Fine, so when we got to Zack's apartment, he showed me around, and it was really nice. But what happened was he,"Misty paused, and I wondered if it was something bad that happened, or good,"he um wanted