The Boy Has Love - Breana (i can read with my eyes shut txt) 📗

to have a few drinks. I wasn't interested, and I even told him that. Then, he asked for a kiss. So, I kissed him, 'cause I mean, who wouldn't kiss him,"me,I thought. He seemed like a weird, gross person,"and so then we ended up making out, and then I woke up on his bed, and YES I had clothes on...and um yeah."
I took a deep breath,"well, are we going back again tonight? Because Zane wants to hang out,"I said.
"Oh. yeah of course we're going again, but I gotta go. Um, call me when you can come over, and remember I need my car back."
"Alright, I will. And bye,"I said.
"Bye."She hung up.

I kind of sighed, and walked to my closet and changed into my black skinny jeans, and my white tank top, with a grey sweatshirt to cover it.
I then walked to the bathroom to fix my hair and makeup. While I was in front of the door, I saw John walking by.
"Why do you wear makeup?"He asked.
I grabbed the bathroom door handle,"because, I look horrible without it."
He shook his head and took my hand that was gripped on the door handle,"you're beautiful with out makeup."
My heart began to race, and I had a weird feeling inside me,"c'mon John!"Brian hollered from the living room.
John let go of my hand,"I'm staying the night again-"
"I'll be at Misty's,"I cut in.
"Then, we'll just have to sneak out then, huh?"He asked.
"Umm, sure?"I said.
He smiled, and kissed me while letting go of my hand.
I closed my eyes, wishing he would be gone once my eyes opened. And, he was gone. I sighed once again, and walked into the bathroom.
My hair was messy, and my makeup was all smeared.

After about an hour and a half of fixing my makeup, straightening my hair, and teasing it a little, I walked to the kitchen and wondered what I should have to eat.

"Hey,"I turned around to see Brian closing the kitchen door.
"Hi...?"I said.
Brian sighed, and sat at the island biting his lip,"what's up with John?"
I shrugged my shoulders and thought about John kissing me,"I have no clue. Why don't you ask him."
He looked at me with worry in his eyes, and I knew he was frightened of something,"I can't ask."
I took a deep breath and sat next to Brian,"why not?"
"I'm afraid to...but I should get back in the living room."
Brian slowly got up, not bothering to look at me, and slid the door open while walking out.
I thought for a minute or two, and wondered if I should ask Brian if they're really going to sneek out tonight.
But instead, I got up from where I was sitting and walked away from the kitchen to the living room and sat by myself on the loveseat to watch Brian and John play XBOX.
I bit my lip, and glanced at John...thinking if I should go out with him. Just to give it a try...wait NO! I can't! I'd hurt Brian...I told myself in my head.

After about an hour or two, the front door opened, and I quickly looked to see who it was.
It was mom with grocery bags in her hands. I knew if I wanted to stay with Misty, I had to help mom. So of course, I smiled at her and walked outside to the car where it was packed of brown bags.
I grabbed a couple and walked into the house to the kitchen. I looked behind me and saw John and Brian doing the same. Then mom entered the kitchen again.
"Hey mom, can I spend the night with Misty?"I asked.
She placed a couple bags on the counter and took a deep breath,"yes. And if you want to, pack right now 'cause I'm going back into town, so I could drop you off on the way."
I smiled,"thanks mom."
I walked by her and gave her a quick hug and went upstairs passing John and Brian on the way.


Once I was done packing and done talking on the phone with Misty, I waited in the car patiently for mom. She was always slow at some things, and didn't have the energy she did last year. The reason why is because she's been so depressed ever since her brother died. They were really close.
As I waited for mom, I felt a little vibration in my sweatshirt, so I grabbed my phone and noticed Zane texted me.
A big smile came to my face, even though I didn't even open the message.
Anyway, he said "whats up?" and I replied "waiting for my mom. you?"
Then after I sent that message, I looked out the driverside window and remembered about Misty's car. I looked at the house door and saw mom walking towards the car. I began to feel really bad because I never spend time with her, and this was going to be my chance.
Mom stepped in the car and asked"I think you need to give Misty's car back?"
"Yeah, I'm sorry mom. I forgot."
She smiled and told me it was fine. So I got out of the car and ran back inside to see John and Brian yelling at the tv as they both got shot on Black Ops.
I didn't stay and watch, instead I quickly ran up to my room and grabbed Misty's keys and ran back downstairs without a word.
Mom was still in the drive way when I was back outside. She was holding up my grey and black checkered back pack in the passenger side of the car.
I smiled and opened the door to grab it,"thanks mom."
She smiled back and pulled out of the driveway once I closed the door. I then walked to Misty's car and drove to her house in a quick manner.


I walked through her double doors and looked around for her. She had a big house. Everytime I walked in it made me feel like I was some princess. Honestly, it was a good feeling. Anyway, she came down the stairs with a smile. She was wearing mini shorts with black converse and had a NickelBack shirt on. Her blonde scene hair was curly and in a pony tail with her layers sticking out.
"Hey,"she said as she made her way to me.
"Hi,"I said looking around noticing they moved their furniture and painted the walls differently.
Last time I was here their walls were grey, but now they're a modern red color. The furniture matches perfectly. Well, pretty much everything in the house was perfect.
"Let's go to my room,"she said walking back towards the stairs.
I followed and felt another vibration in my sweatshirt pocket.
"You coming again tonight?" Zane texted.
I smiled and walked into Misty's room behind her.
"Why so smiley?" She giggled.
I looked at her,"I don't know."
I slid down the keyboard on my phone and texted back a yes.
Misty sat on her bed and laid back. Her arms were sprawled out beside her, and she yawned,"oh god. Last night was fun."
I sat next to her and watched as she slowly closed her eyes and breathed slower,"don't fall asleep." I hollared.
Her eyes opened and she smiled...then it suddenly fell to a frown,"what's wrong?"I asked Misty.
She sat up and looked straight ahead, then her eyes moved down to her lap. She shook her head,"I lied to you.."
I looked at the side of her blonde curly hair with confusion,"what do you mean?" I asked.
Misty licked her lips and blinked a few times,"last night I lost something..." she trailed off.
My heart began to beat faster, hitting my ribs, and my mind rushed with many things. Did she mean she lost her phone charger, or a shoe? Or...no...she couldn't have...
"What'd you lose?" I asked slowly.
She closed her eyes tightly. I could see her tiny wrinkles on her eye lids as they closed shut. I knew everytime she closed her eyes tightly she was thinking hard about something and hiding back her tears. Misty slowly opened her eyes and began to speak,"I lost my virginity..."
My eyes widened. That was the one thing I didn't want Misty to say! My mouth hung open and I moved her face with my hand and made her look at me. Her brown eyes were watery and I could tell she was scared,"Misty!"I said,"what the hell?"
She moved her face to get out of my hand grasp and looked away,"I took a few drinks, okay? Then we really did end up making out and something happened and I felt...horny?"
Sweat covered my face, and I felt disgusted. I wanted to jump off a bridge because of what she told me,"Misty! He's fricken 20 something years old! He's way too old for you, and what if you're fucking pregnant because there was no protection involved?"
She shrugged her shoulders and her eyes were dry,"abortion.."
I shook my head in anger,"he spiked your drinks and put you on ecstasy. God damn it."
She looked at me with a small smile on her face,"it's not bad. I'm not pregnant. I remember the BJ-"
"What the hell?! Misty, just shut up about it and don't speak. Let's just talk about something else!"I yelled.
She was acting bipolar. At first she was all sad and dissapointed about it, but now she's all smiley and thinking how dreamy that was last night.
"We're still going back tonight,"she slowly said.
I sighed and licked my lips,"first I was thinking we should meet up with Zane somewhere and hang out?" I replied.
She sniffed,"alright. Sounds good. Does he know?"
"Eh, not yet. Once he texts back I'll ask if he wants to."
"We're taking Zack along too,"Misty said getting off the bed and walking to the body mirror.
I shook my head and she looked at my reflection on the bed,"yes, we're taking him, Raven."
"He's too old for you! You should really stay away from him!" I yelled.
"It's fine! Shit Raven. Since when are you so protective over me,"she smirked.
"Since when have you been chasing way older guys and