when the sky falls - kerry (life changing books txt) 📗

Josh’s P.O.V, In A coma….

“Josh!” I glance around.

Everything is so bright here…it just doesn’t feel real. It feels like one of those perfect dreams….

“Daddy!” I hear a little girl scream for across the field.

A field? A field of flowers…what the fuck is going on here?

I scratch my head, puzzled with the picture in front of me.

“daddy?” I mutter to myself…

She steps closer to me. I see her beautiful blonde hair shining in the sun light as she dances through the field of roses. I don’t know where I am, and I don’t know whats going on..All I know is that it’s surreal.

“who…who are you?” I finally spit out

“daddy.” She whispers again.

I drop down to the ground. What the fuck is going on here? I continuously ask myself.
I glance up and I see her opening her mouth too speak…”wake up…don’t die on me…please” I can hear the tears in her voice and then everything vanishes.

Leo’s p.o.v

“please, josh…please wake up!”
I stood there repeandetly wiping the tears from my eyes. What if I lose him..what if I
never see him again, if he dies...

I glance around the room and see that the room is empty. The room is empty just like his eyes..

“josh… I don’t know if you can hear me…probably not but I just… I feel like I’m never going to get the chance to say this again without chickening out, but I love you. In my dreams, you’re my fantasy….and I don’t know if you’re going to make it… but if theres a possibility that you do, I want you to be mine.”

I ran my hands through my bangs before resting my right hand on his arm.

“I know it’s a lot different just saying I want you too be mine, instead of doing espically since you’re my step brother but I just don’t care anymore josh, when I wake up in the middle of the night, I picture being in your embrace….kissing you’re lips. And I don’t even know if you’re gay.. I’ve had soo many mixed signals from you, that if you aren’t it’s gonna kill me… I swear, I love you and I need you.”

I glanced down as the tears began to pile on his hand, dominating each other as I just sat there needing him to open his eyes. But did he…. No

I felt a hand rest on my back, I didn’t bother looking back to see who it was, at the moment I really didn’t give a damn.

“leo..”

I glance up at him, he looks at the tears in my eyes.

“he’s going to wake up.” He whispers.

I shake my head and fall on the ground. “what if he doesn’t?”

“he will.”

I collapse on the ground, knowing in my heart that josh will never open his eyes again.

Text: me
Images: Google
Editing: nada
Translation: nada
Publication Date: 05-22-2012

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