She is the one by Asheslove (that summer book .TXT) 📗

'What are you saying mommy' I said softly not understanding what she meant.

'If you can't forget it El, if you can't face it then hide from it. Hide from it and escape from your fear, your past, fade these memories of yours'.

'But how'

'Try to forget whatever happened, forget that you killed someone or save someone' 

'This is not possible mom, even if I will try to I can't, I can't control my nightmares or these hallucinations'

'Then ignore them, think them as only nightmares but don't relate them to you. Think whatever happened was just a horrible nightmare; it has nothing related to reality. Try to focus on other things' she said softly and kissed my forehead.

'Can that happen?' 

'Of course it can just believe yourself and try to fade your memories and it will heal with time' 

'And what about the things which trigger it'

'Then still, it will be better then torturing, hurting and blaming yourself everyday and we will take care that nothing triggering happen’.

'What if I say I can't able to ignore this blood on my hands’ which I truly can’t.

'No, you can because I know you, and I know you can do anything if you decide. I am not asking you to erase your guilt because I know you can't do that, you are an inexorable person El and no matter what, we can't convince you on this until you will accept it yourself but till that happen you can do this to relieve your fear. You are strong Elena so bring that side of you again, push this fear away and hide yourself from these demons so they can't find you'.

'You think this will work' I asked softly.

'It will' My mom smiled and gave a soft kiss on my cheek 'I know you will overcome this, we are with you in this El and we always will, and one more thing' she paused and speak again looking straight in my eyes showing her trust, faith and believe on me with a little hint of fabricated anger, 'If you ever dare to call yourself a horrible person or a bad daughter again I will never talk to you then. And you can never hurt and cause pain to Alex, us or any person whom you love'.

A small smile crept on my lips on hearing her words 'This is what my daughter is, love you baby' saying this she gave me a tight encouraging hug. 'Love you to mom' I said, and with a beautiful big smile on her face she left the room.

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