Yup, Please Hate YourSelf (BJ's Life #5) - DeYtH Banger (english novels to read .TXT) 📗

knew that I am bit anxious


And definetly my hairy ass and hairy dick start to drop of my self-esteem.

She could talk to you out of politeness and being nice if start ending up to contacts and seeing again each other she could be total coward and giveway her contact… and leave away you for further conclusions… or say to you “I have a boyfriend” which I got with “ I do not fuck around somebody else girlfriend…” - which is not cool in my point.
Most times or sometimes is a lie… this thing they lie to see your reaction..
Sometimes they are days with no effort everything works other times load of effort… and no result at all…

THIS SHOULD SUM UP WHY I FUCK MY HAND AT FIRST PLACE Comedy: Rudimentary

by DeYtH Banger


Life sucks no lie about it… If Sherlock Holmes aka Elementary Watson it’s all about discovery and mysteries and banging out as looner with company of prostitutes and paid women… then we go as far as M.D. House who has deeper inner issues… Right now comes the idea that life is not so hard it’s easy… obsession, compussion that’s life that’s what’s all about it.


“Vagina Sucking…”

- It’s not a bad idea… it’s not something which is something which good is more likely awful shit… I tried it… it’s dry it’s fucking dry… it’s making my day awful. It shows the way life is… dry and horrible which is sheer symptom of depression. As for now I bother the corners of depression… there is deep… there is shallow… I mean you can play all day this game.


“Sex”

- I personally hope my mom does not catch me that I was in bed with a woman which I found on the street also… I had sex with a prostitutes it’s just gets too far… it’s not horrible idea. Jokes are ideas and stories which are made up in such way that people. I had sex once in pussy and in the butt… it was strange I felt like I am trying to stab somebody, but I fail and in this case… like all my moral things in my life… I can’t stab… I can’t kill myself… I can’t kill people this here is just  fail and fail…

HUGE FAILURE


“Blowjobs… Eating Vagina”


- Yeah I saw this… I saw this… with teeth and with mouth making the same noises as in porn movies… it was great to see as realistic but the feeling was strange… I didn’t felt any type of connection… Was it from the condom… was it from life sucks… or just playing safe and getting where I want is just another way of failing. I eat vagina… it wasn’t tasty… it wasn’t delicious… but still why porn movies make it as the most awesome thing…. I get there… put pants down… start “Touch her…”… remove clothes… get in the bed… and that’s what’s happening to going to a escort and what we can get out of this all shitty thing is that in life we all are naked.

“Porn”

- Sad and moral depress people get into this trap… people who  are curious but don’t want to socially judged… people get there just are curious more and more… about genres types… and everything you get there… once… twice… Porn is all about connection… mental connection… not physical then eed of physicallity is pure levels of  obsession or that’s how threat the freaks from the masses we create shows about freaks which just gone too far with curiousity.. when you are curious you can’t go too far… you can go… but not too far… we call it social calibration.

Comedy: Think About Yourself

 By DeYtH Banger


Sorry guys for the gay and homo couples you are bit late… I had a dick fetish wanting to suxk cocks… and wanting balls and wanting to get full anal package. But I am not interested anynore mainly because…


Hairy Sex is awful; If You Suck a Dick you suck in real life; I am Better than that; Homos are sweaty and those are the mainly books which say more than ever you can get in your real life.

Think about me… not after a second… moment or whatever… just right now… think about me… If I am interested in moms wanking me off… I PROBABLY HAVE SERIOUS MOM ISSUES



I mean look others youbg couples sometimes u see tge guys witg issues  a guy who likes a bit older woman or a woman which likes big old guys…

Those girls are with daddy issue
And people like me are with mom issues


I meqn go to a strip club few times go fuck the same prostitute few times in roll you definetly lost the whole mystery because the moment you came there you were one of those problematic fucks.



If yiu pay to get blowjobs and sex.. YOUR LIFE IS TOTALLY PROBLEMATIC
There are some stuff which are okay in life but some other stuff go way dx “Horor Movies” go into traumatic season, “Seen” and no reply on messages on the internet people get in the holy grail of the depression and anxiety season. Thereout there people who throw uncheck and information which factually is a lie… but people believe in this shit… One big hit on the market is the made up God story… It’s fucking made up… and people believe in this shit… come on… are you becoming so dumb and ludrucious?



I have high hopes about humanity but until I found put that people are full of insecurities and that’s the main problems behind the musucar group and the money group… Oh great you got muscles so what we need to kiss your feet?




YOU WORTHLESS EXAMPLE OF MAN



Mankind main illustration is obsession, piercing, full on fetishes and war on the same type of species. If I am an alien the last place I am going to visit as resort is mankind…

Not Smart Enough
Getting Drunk not clever enough




AND COME ON… I AM HERE ON VACATION RESORT NOT ON COME AMD WATCH CHAOS



People like throw the devil as the main argument of our sibs then what’s special about Jesus when we all are Children of God?
And also if Jesus gas done his sacrafice for the salvation of humanity for future and past sins then why we have a devil?


Come on… fucker you are god send me and SMS…

Oh sorry made up characters can’t participate in reality.



Nowadays I think about special stuff.. like life.. sex… and vive… pick up… sacrafice tghe firsr lamb. Vibe in good energy you are the other people will go with you… the lower energy bad for you. Introverts long seasonal depression and anxiety and Extroverts short period of depression and anxiety. We believe in some shit … because we want to feel smart but after all alpha… beta… gama males… bible… all this shit is made up or wrong intepretated.
Sadly enough we can’t say “We made a mistake…” Because too much people are on the fucking leash… it’s a fucking long one…

I can say “I made a mistake”… “I am sorry”…  because that’s what I remeber from my fucked up childhood… my mom and after all parents teaching… be nice.. be good… be respectful…





COME ON FUCKS DO YOU WANT ME FUCKS AND CONTINUE THE GENE POOL OR YOU ARE GIVING ME RECIPE … TO STOP RIGHT HERE


My problem is not only nice… and being respectfull, I have whole fucking package of suicidal thoughts in my pocket + Creating in me obsessions… on women…


Come on this is the last thing a woman want on a table… But let’s make it sadder…. OKAY?

Let’s do that… this were the wishes of the girl with which I was with…

Total Freak Group
Ugly
The last person I gonna fuck
(Details)

I though her about rape and she started laughing, so here is few other stuff there is beer belly tumor and lastly if you see a fat guy with a fight torso and something wrong around the area of the dick.




This guy definetly is one of those fucks which have huge fucking balls and dick… I SAW FEW OF THOSE FUCKS ON TGE INTERNET

I gave problem with erection… I get always erection… kissing… fucking seeing others doing it… me thinking about it… Watching porn.. Seeing couples.. seeing hot women… All full on.. hard on and feel need to masturbate and while I do that I lose my fucking self-esteem on the fucking line.

So my thing is watch dead people.. corpses.. diseases… This loses energy.

I did few nice things for my friend…

I told a lady that “She has a great perfume..”

It was something nice from his name and he said  if you do it one more time.. I am going to beat the shit out of you.

Shame does not exist in my dictionary.

“Don’t Change the topic…”

- Come on you father to sleep with your mom did changed few routines and started talking about different types of topics.


“You suck…”

- Okay.. I get this one… I know your felings were met with term “suck” far more early than with tge term “fuck”. I know your mom is into the business of sucking… nothing new.. no suprise…


It’s awful when you see one of thoe fucks which when are nerves feel the need to laugh…


- Okay.. freak… END OF GIG…
Go into the mental hospital you are crazy.


People who stuter



“Iiii-iii-… woooo-uuud… lik-eeeeee… a toooo wa-aawatch cooooooo-ooo-ooomedy…”

- Oh God who the fuck created you… you are whole defected example if semen…
The specimen like you survival - 1%


One friend said if the joke onto him he is going to beat the shit out of me… If you talk about his brother… he is going to beat the shit out of you…

He get easily embarrassed… liar… manipulator, cheater and come on this obesse mother fucker doesn’t get jokes. Also I don’t want to be out with such levels if anxiety, depression factors and levels and full on agression and trauma. Come on you piece of worthless matters and ideas go in jail to meet the real males tge dominant hiearchy.

Most of my life has went into arguing with myself…

“I will do it…”
“I won’t do it…”
“Let’s do it later…”
“Let’s do it now…”

“I will do it…”
“I won’t do it…”
“Let’s do it later…”
“Let’s do it now…”

“I will do it…”
“I won’t do it…”
“Let’s do it later…”
“Let’s do it now…”



And this shit goes over and over and over and over… when I think about it most of my life has went into believing bullshit fables and tales… made up fantasies and masturbating on it and right now… definetly now Eminem is going into the vocabulary books and searching words for rhymes…

And me..


Fucking me… masturbating on my imagination… defibbetly wastibg my